lucky had heart failure this morning. he collasped. i rushed down to see him. he had this funnel shaped thingy around his head. supposedly for the oxygen. but it was darn heavy. and he couldn't lift his head without straining himself. he was given an IV drip. and he had a medicine patch around his body. =(

he was so weak when i saw him. he didn't want me to touch him. i felt like crap coz he was in such discomfort. but after a few hours. the vet deemed him strong enough to get off the oxygen. although his condition still wasn't stable. his heart was still beating very quickly. but he became much more alert after he was off the oxygen. maybe it made him high and stoned. he rubbed his face wit mine. so nice.

stayed for almost the whole day. from 10+ to 5+ in the evening. couldn't bear to leave him. as i was leaving. he just stared at me. wit such longingness in his eyes. i really couldn't bear to. but i had to. will see him again tomorrow.