yes yes. i know it's wrong. coz that's what i accidentally sang just now in school. was having lunch. and biz park was playing xmas songs. so me and sarah started singing along. and i sang "walking in a jingle wonderland"! (i bet the tune's like stuck in your head right now! =)) ya. and sarah laughed and laughed. jingle balls la. lol.

oh. speaking of lunch. was walking back to our seats when i saw this bird flying in the air. and i just knew something bad was gonna happen. so i moved away from its path. and GERONEMO! the damn thing pooped. YES! POOPED! green. icky. seedy (yes! seedy. guess it ate fruits for lunch.). poo. omg. it was damn gross. i saw it streaming down to the ground. and some girl. SO BLIND! she stepped on it. moron.

by the way. i was carrying our lunch. lucky me huh?

yay. nelson's party tomorrow! one last boost of enjoyment before i bury my head in the books. i'm dreading mid-sems. feel so unprepared.

the future is uncertain. and the past is unclear. what matters is now. right? or is that all a bunch of bull? energy cannot be created nor destroyed. it just passes from one medium to another. shit. choices. choices. and more choices. it's insanely difficult. like deciding to put 6000J as your answer for a major exam. maybe that's just insane. or deciding which soap to use. right or wrong. good or bad. turn time to 5 years from today. i'd have made better choices. certainly not 6000J but rather 6J. so many things. it's making me dizzy. and wit this state of mind back then. it would have been you. and it was. and then it wasn't again. and then it was again. for a moment anyways. but i chose not to see. and now. 5 years later. i'm fine. pretty darn good actually. but why does the pit of my stomach feel weird?

omg. the butter factory might not be open (to the public) on bottles night. what a let down. i am so wondering what issues they have. oh wells. there goes another plan. FUCK.