it's kinda drizzling. desmond's prolly gonna ditch me there. which equals to me going there alone. which really sucks coz no one ever goes alone. and ed just asked me who's guestlist i'm on when he just told me the other day that i'm on his. so i don't know if there's even a place for me. and i so do not wanna go there and be told that i can't get in. coz i'd just lose all face that i have and then just jump into the SG river to avoid any form of mockery. i know chris will be there but hell. it's not as if i'm actually his best friend. and it's not like i know all his friends. actually i know none. except for one which i barely know. but that's not the point.

omg. i'm babbling. anyways. the drizzle has kinda stopped. desmond's still prolly gonna ditch me there. and bla bla bla. okie. i'm not functioning very well right now.

i've had a long day. a really long day. of crap in school. crap project. and crap people. of crap rain. it's all crap. crap crap crap. crappy.

i guess i'm going? i don't know. i'll go get ready and decide.

sito said: "don't tape me. you'll spoil your camera."