Saturday, October 21, 2006

met up wit sarah, nelson and yuan sheng at hong kong cafe last evening. vincent came a lil' later. spent some time watching the chef prepare their "Bo Lo Pau" behind the glass window. damn cool la. i think i seriously need to learn new dishes. currently i only know how to bake. which sucks coz i can't possibly be feeding my future family cookies and brownies forever right? HAHA!

yeah. anyways. made reservations for the cheesecake cafe at 9. then changed it to 9.30 coz we thought we'd be late. and ended up at the place an hour early. lol. (oh btw. the guy there is cute. 3 outta 4 times i've been there he's always served me. hot. =))

cake of the week: cherry cheesecake. omg. it was heaven!!! even nicer than the orange one. YUMMY!

sarah and i wanted to camwhore but in the end we only took like 2 pictures together. shit.

birthday girl and her boy. i think when you're wit someone long enough you really start looking like each other. haha. don't they have "fu qi xiang"? (haha. not bad right my chinese! yuck! lol!)

another couple here. HAHAHA! after a couple's quarrel. one went off boozing. and the other dug his nose into FHM NewMan. =)

the birthday cake! (yes. i know. it's kinda small!) requested for a candle. sarah kept refusing. but what's a birthday cake wit no candle?!!

and yes. of coz. the birthday girl herself. actually her birthday's on sunday. but ANYWAYS! happy birthday woman! love you lots!!! =)

and i camwhored by myself at home. this was before la. that's why i don't look so tired and flustered after getting home - up the hill in heels. my face looks so blah la!

yay. so overall it was a super fun birthday celebration! =) hey babe. hope you enjoyed it!

anyways. the only reason why i'm up so early is coz someone had to call me and wake me up. interrupting my hot and sexy dream of someone. HAHAHA! yes. i admit. i guess girls occasionally get such dreams too! not to the extent of our male counterparts of coz. =)

and that person who woke me up should have known better than to have called me when he obviously knew i'd be sleeping. and he knows that i'm a light sleeper. DAMNIT! and he also should learn that a picture paints a thousand words. and words don't mean a thing. his actions probably won't mean a thing either. but i'm just saying.

stop doing all that you're doing and start afresh. definately not wit me. but wit someone else. someone that suits you better. someone who can understand what you want. i certainly can't. not anymore anyways. treasure what you have and stop complaining. coz nothing's gonna change when you just sit there and talk about it. one night i went out. did fun stuff. felt happy. and then i was set free. maybe you should do that too.

coz it's all in your head. and you think about it over and over again. you replay it over and over again.

JUST STOP! you made a mistake. a big one i might add. and you lost the best thing that's ever happened to you. but hell. stop thinking about it! either do something or just forget about it. i can't be spoon feeding you all your life!

ok. i'm done venting. feel much better. =)

fyi. it's over. it has been for a long long time.