Wednesday, May 03, 2006

-feel like peeing right now. but i've gone to the toilet so many times already. i'm scared someone would just scold me and just ask me to do my work-

*muahahahaha*

bullshit la. hmm. am like slacking as usual at my desk. this is what i have been doing:

• i spruced up my MSN. as in i deleted unknown people (i've been storing them since god knows when. and i also sorta segregated my contacts. they used to be in one chunk.).
• did some astrological tests (i know. i'm supposed to be working. -_-)

so maybe i'll just post some of my results.

about my career:

Leo Midheaven

Your destiny will place you in very outstanding and important positions. You are very ambitious and possess great tenacity and perseverance with which you pursue your goals. One of the keys to your success is the deep inner belief in your own potential and capabilities. You also have great creativity and talent, which will make you very distinguished in your profession. You are attracted to research, no matter what your profession is, and abound with new ideas, or will discover something very important. You are somewhat materialistic and have a great appreciation of luxuries and comfort. Due to your leadership abilities, you will have authoritative positions where you work with pride and nobility. You are very resolute with your decisions and could be inflexible at times. You never conceive something mediocre.Your career choice could be one of the following professions: entrepreneur, architect, plastic artist, painter, publicist, organizer, movie or theater director, fashion or furniture designer, college professor, investigator or any other profession which would place you in authoritative and reputable positions.

Sun in 10th house

You have ability to lead others and to excel in the professional arena. You are inclined to put a lot of energy into that and it will insure a brilliant career. You will always be in the eyes of the public and are likely to become a socially renowned figure. If your activity is related to politics, other executive positions or teaching, your future success could be lessened.You are very proud, a bit arrogant and have strong material ambitions. You don't think you have accomplished much in life unless you have reached a higher position. You will try to exceed your initial social position by reaching greater status and recognition. You will be very satisfied with your achievements. A competitive spirit, you maintain a secure and controlled foothold in life in general.

Mercury in 10th house

You are likely to change jobs many times in your life and probably will have more than one job at a time. Your career is very important to you, and you are attracted to politics, intellectual occupations, literary or commercial fields or any activity that puts you in touch with the public. You are very good at communicating your own ideas and could excel as a speaker. Your always sharp and active mind enables you to organize and handle people. In order to achieve your goals, you could become overambitious or even selfish. You can excel in any profession you choose because of your intelligence and wealth of ideas.

Venus in 10th house

You are likely to have many ambitions and enjoy social success. Throughout your life you will have many friends and receive help from them. You were born with a deep sense of diplomacy as well as aesthetic taste, and because of this, you could do well in artistic or social fields. You are successful in dealing with the public. This astrological influence indicates enjoyment of your profession and your life in general.

Mars in 10th house

Whatever your profession, you will be very persistent, vigorous, active and dominant. You have executive qualities and finish quickly every project you start. You are a good leader and work hard to attain management positions with authority. You are very ambitious and may find some adversities in your professional path. These adversities will make you stronger instead of weaker. You will consider the goals you achieve with your own effort and tenacity very important. Among the possibilities for your profession are the military, engineering, mechanical work or any sport.

Ruler of 10th house in 2nd House

You may have grown up in a family that was too concerned with money, or have had great economic difficulties and as a consequence, you developed anxieties about reaching financial security. You are cautious and thrifty because you fear a lack of money. This astrological position does not deny the possibility of earning money, but brings it gradually. You will have to work in an orderly and persistent way to achieve your success, and also will have to control your anxiety. You can do well in real-estate investments or businesses that require organizational ability. The principal frustration you may feel is not being able to obtain all the income that you desire. You will have to learn to evaluate how much or how little you will earn in every activity you become involved with.

yes. i know it's long. for those who can't be bothered to read then don't. *HAHA*

next is my astrological profile:

Section 1: How You Approach Life and How You Appear To Others

You are very strong-willed and proud, but intensely private and not easy to know well. Behind your quiet exterior lies a great deal of emotional depth, sensitivity, complexity, and also fierce determination. When you want something you go after it rather quietly but insistently and wholeheartedly - and you usually get it.

Section 2: The Inner You: Your Real Motivation

Proud and intensely individual, you really want to stand out, to be the very best you can be, and to be recognized and appreciated for your unique contributions. Doing something well and being respected for it is extremely important to you, and you cannot tolerate being in the background, taking orders from others, or being "just one of the team". You must put your personal stamp on whatever you do, and direct your own course in life. You need to have a place where you can shine, express yourself creatively, and be the one in charge.

well. it's not really the whole thing but yeah. it's quite true you know. i mean those who know me should agree?

and what's wit me being in the military field? *LOL* should i go be some army officer or something. and there's the part on me being thrifty. I WISH!!! i really do. my pocket has a big hole. bigger than the ozone layer. *HAHA*

*sigh* i'm real bored. real sleepy.

oh. bought Memoirs of a Geisha on sunday. at borders. and no. not the dvd. the BOOK! YES! THE FRIGGIN' BOOK! *lol* loved the movie. thought i might as well just read the book. get a more vivid presentation of the story. not sure when i'll have the time though. i'm always tired by the time i reach home. and wit tuition and all. *sigh*

oh yeah. went to get my toes done yesterday. wow. i know it's kinda 'suaku'. but it was the first time i got a pedicure. i normally only do manicures and totally forget about my feet. *HAHA* oh and i think i'm hooked. although it's a little ticklish. man. the massage and the end results are so good. and i never knew how much i've been ignoring my feet. the dead skin. like parmesan cheese. i know. it's gross. but i'm sure all of us has it. if your feet were to be 'sanded and grated'. *lol* eewwwwwww.

hmm. what else have i missed out. oh. the fact that i'm so bored and i'm actually talking to my blog as if it were a person. *hehe* oh god. and i just "hehe-ed". *wahaha*

bored. bored. bored.

i told myself to start work after lunch. don't know if i can do it.

I REALLY HATE MY JOB!

so weird. i don't hate my workplace. but i seriously hate HATE hate!!! my job scope. i just absolutely HATE IT! i know. whining and complaining about it won't help. but yeah. i just need to release somewhere.

ok. i'm gonna ATTEMPT to do some work.