still stressing about the future. stressing on how i'm gonna support myself. and my kind of lifestyle (and the lifestyle that i want). oh my god. i realised it's pretty extravagant (as compared to most people i know anyways). i should stop.

had a pop quiz earlier today. 10/26. fantastic. i haven't started studying yet. so i guess i'd be fine when i do? ha. i better pray hard that i do. anyways. ended school early today. pearl teng went on urgent leave so ERM tutorial was cancelled. and god knows where norshida went. so apel was cancelled as well. wonder why we students can't go on urgent leave too. hmm.

oh. oh. oh. something damn happening happened to me this morning. i don't know if i was dreaming or not. but i woke up to the flapping of this huge seagull/owl looking bird. so my immediate reaction was to shoo it away. and it flew out of the door. almost immediately. like it knew where it was going. like. i thought normally birds would be like. you know. 'struggling' to find an exit? hmm. the funny thing was i went out to see if it was there. and it was gone already. like it vanished into thin air. and then i went back to sleep. omg. it's so creepy. i really don't know if it was a dream. it seemed so real. too real to be a dream. the bird was damn huge la. omg. scary.

*updated* it was probably a bird. my calender was knocked over. k. that settles it.

too stressed.

5 more days till nelson's party. 8 more days till the mid sems. 24 more days till bottles night. 28 more days till a new year.

it's funny how life is. it gives something and takes away another. and isn't it hilarious how timing is never perfect? never ever. and more often than not. we fail to see the great things in front of us.