it comes to a point. in life. when the whole truth is slammed in your face. everything is clear to you. and you feel so angry you're about to burst. you just want to scream at the top of your lungs. you're overwhelmed to a point where you feel nothing and empty. it's so clear that the answer is straight ahead of you. so it's questionable. do you stay put because you're too afraid? too scared? or do you stay put because you're just used to it? or is it because you just choose to do so? i feel like screaming so bad right now. i feel like punching someone. i feel like burying my head in a pot of cement. i want to feel nothing.

i don't want to have to say "it's too late".