omg. like seriously la. ECZEMA. on my right eye lid. it's retarded i tell you. went to the doctor the other day. that was when my eye looked like it had super gross sores. and then you threw salt at it. and then it starts to crinkle and wrinkle. yes. gross. and not to mention flaky. super gross. and it was damn itchy la. *sigh*

i have eczema. =( it's incurable. so sad. i feel so like dirty. like i don't wash my face or something. that's why i have it. *sigh* but that's so not the cause of eczema. like wtf! seriously. feeling so depressed.

i feel so ugly. =(

anyways. bought my hari raya stuff today. so many people. seriously hope no one wears the same one as me. it'll be damn EEYER la!!! but i love mine. naninanipoopoo!

oh. and everyone there was like looking at me and my mom like some disease like that. like hello? yes. i look very much chinese. SO? means i cannot buy baju kebayas is it? means i must be a budhist or christian or whatever is it? means i cannot in a million years be a muslim?

*sigh* didn't go to the gym AGAIN today. like wth! maybe tomorrow morning. hopefully.

feeling pissed off right now. pms-ing. IT'S COMING!!!!!!!!