lydialiciously ME

Thursday, May 11, 2006

[zombie life]

i'm back at work again.

i really don't know what to say other than this monotonous life is gonna kill me one day. no joke boy. everyday it's the same things. hmm. have i mentioned this in my entries before? oh god. i can't even remember. it's diminished my brain to pulp and has taken away my life!!! argh!

ok. wit that aside. dbl O tonight. yay! at least something i can actually look forward to.

as usual. i did some astrological reading. *HAHAHA* i'm such a goon. anyways. have a read:

The Sun: Your essence.

Your self.Character is destiny. By improving your personality you create good conditions for your future.

Sun in Leo:

Lydia, you were born under the sign of Leo and your ruling planet is the Sun, which endows you with great personal pride, authority and vitality.

You are a very noble person who will always be straightforward and frank. You feel great personal security and will be capable of excelling, allowing you to be a leader in whatever you do. You are an idealist and a defender of the underdog or those who suffer any injustice. You will live life with a lot of intensity and will be dramatic in expressing your emotions. You want people to pay attention to you at all times and you do not like the idea of being alone.

You are a very creative person and always give your personal touch to the things you do. You will be able to excel in any artistic or social activity. You like to share your achievements, and your generosity will be unlimited, especially with those you admire or love. People will look to you for your great sense of humor, for the power you impart and for your vitality, although these things will also make you the center of criticism and jealousy.

OH NO! I JUST FREAKING REALISED THAT BRENDA AIN'T COMING TODAY!!! MEANS I'M ALONE TODAY!!! OH FRIGGIN' NOOOOOOO!!! =(

so sad. all alone. the reading is right. i HATE being alone. i need company. *sigh* anybody want to take her place? just for today? dang it! gonna be sooooo bored. and i can't ask anyone NICE for help.

just food for thought. why does everyone only judge you by the bad things you do? and no one gives you credit for all the good ones? like this morning for instance. my mum was like nagging and nagging and nagging. yeah ok. it's my fault. but it's not as if i do it everyday!!! what about all the other good stuff i've done!!!??? argggghhh!!! it's driving me nuts!!!

and oh. i owe her 10 bucks. *haha* i better go draw later.

lydia was in deep thought at 11:15 PM