ok. i don't why i put that as the title. but hell. i don't what else to type. hmm.

anyways. i didn't go to work today. just couldn't get outta bed. maybe i'm just too tired. maybe i just didn't want to? kinda regret it now though. i mean. i've gotta lotsa stuff to do. *sigh* oh well. what can i do now right?

guess life's full of choices that we've gotta make. and one bad move could mean shit for the next 10 years. and probably even change your life. hmm. how often can one make a good decision? often we're seduced by all the evil in the world. well. maybe it's just me. don't got no good head on my shoulders.

are we really defined by the choices we make?

does everything happen for a reason?

i really want to believe that. coz it's easier. it's easier to swallow.

life is just weird. it grabs you by the balls and rips it out. *sigh* i know. that's gross. but yeah. i guess it's a fact. and then it hands it back to you. and leaves for you to settle the shit by yourself.

maybe i'm just too nice?

you know sometimes i forget that the world is actually a nice place? i forget that people still care. too many things are happening at once. and i just can't digest. *sigh*

are mistakes inevitable?

i know. i know. this entry is soooooooooooo unstructured. yeah whatever.

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