[change is good?]

it's like almost 2am now. feel so tired. and yet i can't sleep. hmm. my dad really is a workaholic. he can't sleep too. sent me and email. then gave me a call saying he's in the office. madness.

been having flashbacks lately. *HAHA* i know mel. i'm flashback august. it's kinda cool yet uncool to reminisce about the past. oh wells. life goes on i guess.

anyways. chris's going off to australia tomorrow. it must be so cool to be able to fly. an aeroplane that is. *lol* hmm. good luck dude. you'll need it. =) oh i'm just kiddin'. alot of my friends are overseas. boy do i miss them. maybe i should go overseas too. *haha* been looking at the universities in australia lately. wondering if i should go over after my diploma.

it would be kinda cool to live in a different environment and all. but i dunno if i can live behind what i have here. woah. i sound like i'm leaving forever. =) but yeah. 3 years is way long a time. and who will take care of lucky? (btw. for those who don't really know me. lucky's my darling cat. AND NO! TO U SADISTS. he's NOT dead! you know who you are - MEL!)

if only i could bring him over. but that would be way too difficult. *sigh* i'm just scared i'm gonna screw up my diploma. my GPA is already going downhill. hmm. no worries i guess. what's done is done. worse come to the worse. my parent's just ship me off somewhere right? *HAHA* according to my friend. the Us overseas are like mercenaries (wait. did i spell it right? *LOL*). if you know what i mean. =)