Tuesday, March 07, 2006
[driving woes]
OH MY GOD! you know? for the like. second time in my whole entire life. i forgot to bring my phone out. i was so miserable. *HAHA* NO LA! it's just hard for me. coz i dunno the time. was like trying to peep at peoples' watches and phones. lame. i know. -_-
I COMPLETED MY MODULE 3. well kinda la. passed the final evaluation. left with the revision. i had a great instructor today. hope i get him for the rest of my pracs.
he taught me alot. and he's really friendly. and not perverted. i like these kinda instructors. you know. they don't make you feel nervous. and you handle the car better. and he plays music in the car!!! *LOL* rare kind ok! so far have only been taught by 2 who's got their own radios. =) quite AH-PEK la. *hehe*
finally can get up the slope without rolling back so much. and i got the BITING-POINT! *haha* maybe it's just this instructor la. more comfortable. the other time i rolled backwards like nobody's business. =p
what am i blabbing about. hmm. what else did i do today. taught two of my students. boy am i beat. my P5 one almost drove me crazy. she did super badly in her CA1 la!!!!!! ARRRRGGHH!!! 45/95 for english and 53/100 for maths. LIKE WHAT!?!!??!?! i really feel like pulling my hair out. all my effort. WASTED. am i really that bad a teacher? hmmm. she improved last year.
think she's just being complacent. seriously. it's like the movie I NOT STUPID 2. all the things i say goes in one ear and out the other. like rubbish. sometimes i wonder why i even bother. -_- do i need new tactics? hmmm.
changed the background of my friendster profile. not quite sure what to say about it. wonder if it's kinda hard to read. but i like it. argh. who cares.
anyways. still wondering how to put up a tag board. *HAHA* super dumb. HELP!
wonder when my results are coming out.
hmm. you know. while i was bathing. i thought of blogging about something. NOW! i've forgotten what i wanted to blog. STUPID.
*ponders*
you know it's been like 5 minutes. of me staring at the screen. and i still can't think of what i wanna blog about!
OH WAIT. I REMEMBER!
did E brake just now during my practical. (for those who don't know. it's EMERGENCY brake. which means jamming on the brake of a car.) wow. the impact really is. WOW! everything in the back seat fell off. =p and that's the way it should be. the first try. i was like a wussy. and i would have gotten an immediate failure. -_- the second time. well. i was STILL a wussy. and i was so sick of being told of an immediate failure.
so the last time i was like screw it. AND I JAMMED THE BRAKE SO HARD I HEARD THE CAR SCREECH. why they need to test us on this. i don't know. and the thing is. (yet again. for people who don't know.) it's done without you knowing it. heartattack. but the instructor told me. some testers actually give warning. whether it is by telling them straight. or his body language. OH PLEASE! i hope i get one that does that. i'm a total blur. i'd react super slow. and that's it.
=(
I WANNA PASS!
