this last sem is killing me. there's just so much on my plate. and the stresses are making it's mark on my conscious mind. i'm running circles around my assignments. there's a test this coming tuesday.

was about ready to give up plenty of times. the only motivation is the holiday at the end of the year. close by. but still much needed. really want to go to japan. but should be financially secure (i.e. get a stable job) before spending that kind of cash. next year. i'm dead set on it. i want to see a sumo match. i want to see mount fuji. i want to see geishas. i want to see those quirky vending machines (and to dispell/prove the myth of vending machines selling used panties). i want to see real harajuku girls. i want to go to the maid cafe. i want to breathe in flavoured oxygen. i want to go to disneyland. i want to take lots of pictures. i want to ride the bullet train. i want to visit the hot springs. i want to ride a bike around town.

anyways. new moon opens only in december. damn.