it's a friggin' nightmare trying to find jobs. even being able to work for such a long period of time is not good enough. wth. i can't imagine how hard it must be for people who can only work for 1-2 months. okay maybe my expectations are too high. there are many job positions that pay 7bucks an hour. but hello. that's really pathetic. after taking away CPF. it's only 800+ a month. like wtf. i cannot afford to have such a miserable paying job. i need one that can pay for my accutane.

have an interview today. again. sigh. they're only willing to pay $7-$8/hour. they're a very well know company. so it'll look nice on my resume. but $7-$8??? hmmm. what if it's $7??? $8's not very good either. sigh.

i really want to get a job now so i don't have to keep going for interviews. i've not studied since wednesday. FUCK. it's a fucking waste of time.

i'm feeling so damn miserable right now. i'm feeling super low.