signed a facial package just now. omg. totally broke. die. die. die!!!

did some 24k gold eye treatment during the facial just now. was thinking to myself if they really use real gold. i mean. my eyes are closed. they can put shit on my eyes and i wouldn't know the difference right? HAHAHA! but then after the whole thing i got some of the particles into my eye. so ya. went to check. little gold flakes caught in my eyelashes. maybe that's all they are. gold flakes. like painted gold or something. lol. oh whatever.

then i was thinking to myself (again). if someone wanted to kill me. it'd be so easy lor. i'm like bound under some blanket. eyes closed. they can just smother me to death. or stab/shoot me. HAHAHAHAHAHA. and i wouldn't even know what hit me la. tsk tsk. scary - not that i have anyone who might wanna kill me. hmmm.

die. so broke. sigh.

bought some cleansing milk thing also. DIE. i'm such a sucker.

i need to like get a part time job or something. haha. shit. anyone wanna hire me? i type real fast. i can answer the telephone. i know how to make coffee/tea. i know how to use the fax machine. HAHAHAHAHAHA.