why do people brag? i just don't get it. why do you have to like. urgh. i don't know. it's just really sickening at times. some people would just think "ah. you're just jealous." like hello. don't be stupid. what do i have to be jealous about? i'll only be jealous if at 20 you bought your own car/house (maybe even a branded bag). your own as in your own hard earned money. not what your parents gave you. not what your ah-gong ah-ma left you. not what singapore pools/deal or no deal gave you.

yes. i'm probably in no place to say all this (since my bags aren't really 'mine' either). but i'm just saying. like. why do people brag about it? like "ho-ho! i got a fendi spy." or like. "oh gosh. i'm so gonna get this and this and this." sigh.

i sound like a green freak right. hahaha. aiya. i just really don't get it la. maybe i'm just bored from studying. zzz. the stupid MR notes are so horribly disorganized can. grrr! that jonas lee. i've seen 'MR types' in like every 3 chapters i've covered (yes. i'm still at the first few chapters.). exploratory. descriptive. causal. omg. we get that already. jonas. jonas. you're so funny. sigh. and i can't believe i got a HD for the stupid tutorial exercises. 3 of which i did not hand in. so that makes 7/10. and i got a HD? like wtf. think jonas likes me. HAHAHAHAHA! no la. eeyer. they say he looks like george lam. i don't know who is that though.

advice for today: what you have outside you counts less than what you have inside you. hoho. goes very well wit my initial topic don't you think. which i'm still not over. haha. shit.

I WANNA GO TO JAPAN. AND HK (for the shoes!!!). AND EUROPE. AND GREECE (it's not in europe right?). AND AFRICA. AND EGYPT. AANNNDDDDDDDDD...

hmm. saving up for next year's trip already. yay!!! i just wish i'd stop picking at my savings. hahahahahaha. shit man. need to get me a safe (and hopefully forget the combination). saving up for the air tickets and accomodation already can kill you. can you imagine saving up for the shopping. omg. really can die. come back a bankrupt. lol. arghhh!!!

and don't tell me to backpack. coz i'm not a backpack kinda girl. stay in a place wit no attached bathrooms? oh gawd. no way. i don't need 5* either. but then again. hmm. like go to paris and stay in a mediocre place. kinda sad right. hahaha. damnit. why is everything nice 3 digits and above. why can't we pay for things in shells? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

randomly. the hottest chilli in the world is the bih jolokia. it rates 1,041,427 on the Scoville scale. the jalepeno rates a 8000. so can you imagine? the pain (from the heat) would not go away even after 12 hours. woah. my mom's dream man.

i'm bored. so don't wanna study anymore. so sick and tired. zzz. but then i think about how little a time i have to study OB i get freaked out (but ironically here i am blogging). so. bah.

i need a new chair coz i broke mine (if you remember) and i'm hunching like the bell ringer from notre dame. my spine's already not very straight in the first place. damn. everything costs money don't it. grrrr. how to plan for my retirement like that? i don't wanna be a pauper when i die. LOL.

how do you get rid of eyebags? sleep earlier? does it really work? do those eye bag serum work? like really really work? and does price really make a difference? like compare a $40 bottle of bioessence and a $200+++ bottle of La Mer. would the La Mer really work better? i mean if it really does. then hell. that 200bucks is well worth it la. coz my perpetual 'bolsters-under-the-eyes' are driving me nuts. seriously. to a point that i even thought of going under the knife. HAHA! i know. sounds so ridiculously funny when i say it right. but damnit. they really get on my nerves. like when i smile. omg. they make my eyes look uber tiny (i know they're not very big in the first place la. but those balloons just make it worse.). I HATE MY EYEBAGS! and the thing is i don't know how to remove them using photoshop/fireworks. lol. and seriously. so what if i know how to erase them on my photos? people can still see them on me (in person) right? duh.

omg. i'm babbling like some chicken backside. haha. okie. time to shut up and hit those damn books.

p.s. redbull seems not to have any effect on me anymore. in fact. i feel i'm more tired after drinking. oh dear.