weather in singapore is just in the extremes don't you think. like early this morning. around 4am. it rained cats and dogs. and now it feels like we're in the sahara desert. horrible i tell you.

i went to school today and i actually sat through the lecture. was damn bored but i sat through it. amazing la. the more i think of it the more i hate the system in SIM. sigh. i just gotta bear wit it for the next 1 year. zzz. and i hate the people. just now was supposed to brainstorm for questions for our project. and our so called leader. told me (last week) that he was starting on it. and i saw zilch today. it pisses me off coz he thinks he's damn great and everyone should kowtow before him. evelyn was telling me she could sense the tension between us just now. that's coz i don't care anymore. i don't care if i show my feelings and he doesn't like it. coz putting up wit people like him is just being stupid. why should you compromise yourself for a self loathing MCP like him. grr. thinking about him just makes my blood boil.

ANYWAYS. exams are in exactly 28 days. i need to start soon. 1 week for each subject would suffice i guess (i hope). sigh. why do i always need a kick in the ass to get my engines going. i thought i would be more disciplined by now. argh.