turning 20 tomorrow. i don't really know what i feel. i definately feel excited. but i think it's mainly because of the presents. LOL! i'm dreading being 20. and yet i'm not at the same time. super confused. haha! turning 20 is probably nothing but ya. you know. the fact of having a two in front of my age is like. sad. hahahaha! arggghhhhhh!!!!! i don't wanna be old. it's like you can say. "oh. i've lived for two decades!". like omg. 2 DECADES!!!!!!!! i feel like a relic.