just came back from lucky's check up at the hospital. it seems that his heartbeat is still abnormal. and i've gotta bring him for a test on tuesday to see if i'm overdosing or underdosing him on his medication. did another ECG today. which cost like almost 60bucks. and i don't know how much the test on tuesday's gonna cost.

my mom's not giving me any cash for it. coz she thinks that the vet is just out to earn that quick buck. and that i'm the idiot who lets him do that. like. omfg la. she just doesn't understand the thing wit heart problems. she doesn't understand that the vet has to see if the meds are working or not. she doesn't seem to get that lucky's heart has to be monitored. she thinks that it's all so trivial. just because he's a cat! and for that. i really really really hate her. i mean. i know it's expensive. but like hell. if i could. i'd be paying it by myself. which i'm fking doing right now. i'm officially broke. i really don't know what to do.

at wit's end.