i've realised today that i'm like super happy. lonely? yes. but tremendously happy. and that's pretty much enough for me right now. i do what i wanna do. go wherever i wanna go. i enjoy my family. i enjoy my friends. and it's all good. yay!

anyways. i'd just like to say. people can be really really REALLY childish. like. hello! you can be childish at home. in the toilet. whatever. but c'mon la. don't do it in front of people. it's really embarrassing. i feel so embarrassed for you. like. OMG LA. you're like making things worse for yourself. why can't you just learn to be an ok person? why do you have to TRY to be so great? yes great is good. but you're doing a very poor job. so much so that you're not even ok. you're less than that. so just STOP IT! i'd respect you more if you were just normal. and not trying to be someone that you're not. seriously? it's just gross. so for the sake of yourself. just stop it.

k. i've said my peace. hmm.

lecture at 12 tomorrow. i hope that kelvin lim learns to be a good lecturer. he's real nice and all. but you know. some people are just not meant to be teachers/lecturers/speakers/whatever. he's really really nice though. shared a cab wit sarah the other day. and that darius too. and actually paid for it. haha. and he laughed at my willy wonka joke. haha! most people wouldn't you know. lol.

my dad put up all my mirrors already. and changed my spotlight bulb. but he missed one. so it's real funny. oh wells. and he hung up my collage of pictures. yay. so it won't fall on my face when i'm asleep at night. actually i told him he didn't have to. but he was like "no! you better hang it up. not so much that it will fall on your face. but the edges might poke your eye.". HAHA! i thought that was damn funny la. sigh. he's a funny man. i won't get to see him for another like what? 2 months? or probably more. hmm.

randomly. i hate ants. seriously. they are damn irritating. i'm terrified of lizards but at least i know they serve a purpose (i.e. eating up those pesky mozzies). what about ants? will someone just tell me?

oh. and just now. i was helping my mom carry shelves (at least parts and parts of the shelves) down to the car. btw. for those of you who don't know. my apartment has no lift. so i climbed up and down about 6 flights of staircase around 5 times? up and down. yeah. and here comes the best part. when i came down wit the last set. i saw that she was gone? and i was like. omfg. i can't believe she left!!! and i was like left there. panting and sweating away. wit the damned shelves. like. OMG. i was damn pissed. but oh wells right?

he's just not that into you - do that for yourself