my baby and i watched tv together last night. so fun. we just sat there and laughed at the idiots that sang on SG idol. threw pillows at the tv. he laughed so hard at how much i hated the girl. so cute. my dearest. NOT THE FRIGGIN' GIRL ON TV!!!

then he went home and i went to pick my mom and sis up from the airport.

anyways. i didn't sleep at all last night. well ok i did. but like for a few hours only. i set my alarm at 2am. 2.30am. 3am. 3.30am. 4am. i should have set it until about 5am. DAMN IT. =( and in the early morning i sent out a couple of emails.

i'm so tired now. *yawn* waiting for my baby to wake up now. missing you honey. save me from work!!! pwetty pwease?

i'm seriously gonna kill myself one day at work. seriously! honestly! literally! i've picked at my brains for the longest time on how to do the god damned thing. call me stupid or whatever. i need powerpoint notes!

i'm tired. i'm cranky. i'm grouchy. i'm aching all over. great! and i have to walk here and there to test the damned database! screw you LOTUS!!! u dumb piece of shit! omg! i'm so gonna get totally angry at everything. ARGH!!! if i had the energy i'd probably throw something!!!

i'm thinking of you while you sleep